Oh boy, all I can say is that anyone who's never had times like this just hasn't lived long enough- because sooner or later, things just have a way of hitting the proverbial fan.
Armiyana- we're pulling for you on all fronts- we all make some little mistakes now & then, & not everyone has the bad luck for them to turn & bite us, but apparently it wasn't your lucky day.
I hope for improvements on all fronts for you... caring for a lot of animals is not for the faint of heart- it's hard work at best & misery when something (or several things) go wrong.
First, take good care of yourself- please? Try not to let the stresses get to you (easier said than done, I know).